So the social wasn't even that good. Like no one went, and I was really tired. Maddie went with her other friends and Haley went off with Monique (who I hate) and so I was stuck with Amber and Katrina. All they do is stand in the middle of the 'crowd' and 'dance. But I did tell Monique that I hooked up with someone, which I didn't. It was sooo funny, cause she actually believed. All those years of being a drama queen must have paid off. But I was kind of depressed and my sister's friend Bree kept teasing me about Stephen, even though I don't like him anymore. And then her stupid friend called me fat. I'm sick of being the fat girl, and I'm sick of feeling ugly. So I'm chubby, I deal with it, why can't everyone else? I'm tired of feeling like I can't wear the things I want to wear because of what people will say. I feel like people don't really see me, they see fat. On the inside I'm wild and carefree and beautiful and sexy, but on the outside I'm scared to show people who I am. So my stomach isn't flat. And my arms are a little flabby and my legs jiggle a bit. I'm still nicer than all them stuoid girls who tramp around like they're all that, when on the inside, they really are just boring. At least I have a brain, and I try in school. I hate my school, it feels like everyone is judging you. But that's enough of my feelings. Sport choices were today and me and Maddie were going to do table tennis, but the fucking year nines got there first. So then we didn't know what to do, but we ended up doing archery. Maddie said she hopes people we hate are doing it and I said I'd set the arrow on fire and aim it at their butts. Then we laughed. I had a pretty alright day, but the social was pretty bad. But now I'm really tired, so I think I'll go to bed. Night!

The social is tomorrow!! I'm actually excited about it, which is not so strange. I get excited fairly easily these days. I'm a wearing a pink dress, leather belt and my gold shoes. I'm just going to dance all night and not worry about everything. Most of the hardcore people barely leave the hall, just stay in there and dance till it ends. Last time I danced sooo much, I had blisters. You also get really bad stitches, and it gets really hot in that hall. I guess it will be fun, at least it is socialising. Can you believe the slack bastards didn't have a social last term and now this one might be the last of the term. I come to school for four things, 1.My family, 2.My friends, 3.My education and 4.The frigging social! Oh well. I'm a bit pissed because not many people are going. But I will survive. Night everyone!

Okay, this is my actual post for today. I hate P.E, it is by far the crappiest subject the board of education has ever invented. I know that there are obesity problems and stuff, but this is not just exercise. It is grueling torture, Miss Morrow is like a fucking general and we are her troups in training for bootcamp. Anyways, today wasn't so bad. Erin is being creepily nice to me, which is weird. And Katrina is practically ignoring me again. I don't know what to do, I'm not sure I want to be her friend anymore, but not really sure how to bring it up. And Johnno in my class is always really mean to me, and I don't why. He doesn't like my, thank god, but otherwise I haven't really done anything to him. Maddie's been alright, I might ask her over this weekend. She is going out with Tim again, which is annoying because he is a little perve who needs to learn  to keep it in his pants. But I know she is only using him to get back at Lily, because Lily gets jealous when Maddie is with Tim. But I don't blame Maddie, he is using her too. All he wants from her is to hookup. I'm not exactly happy with school at the moment, it actually sucks. I just wish I ould be skinny, I feel like it would be the answer to my problems. But I'm not going to starve myself to get guys to notice me, I'm way past that frame of mind. I'm going to start eating healthier because it might make me feel better, and I want to start exersising too. Well, I suppose that's all from me. Bye!

This is my entry for Sunday because I couldn't be bothered then. I basically just woke up and put on some make-up and nice clothes, and then I decided what I'm wearing to the social. Then I just chilled all day until mum's friend Katrina, her boyfriend Rod and Katrina's daughter Bronte (who is spoiled beyond belief). Then I showed Dad my slideshow, which I think he liked, and then I watched Rove and Dexter. Then I just went to sleep. So yeah, I have really boring Sundays. Night all.

Ah, the hallowed tradition of Father's Day. I spent Friday making my daddy a card, and now I spent my whole Saturday making him an extra special slideshow. It has many awesome things in it, and I think he will be soo impressed. I didn't much else today, seeing as I woke up at 11:00pm! I had pancakes though, which was pretty damn awesome. Also, a warning. Never look up loisiana on UrbanDictionary.com. There are so many weird people out there, who takes a crap whilst making love to someone. Or cums on their fave and then puches their nose, to make a 'strawberry shortcake'. God this world is full of dirty-minded people. Then I took some tricky pics out in my backyard, which actually look pretty alright. Well, that's the end of an incredibly short-ass post. Bye all.
As a treat, here are two of my new pictures:

Ah yeah, not much happening today. I didn't go to school, which I'm kind of annoyed about. I woke up at 8:30, and I was like what the fuck. No one had bothered to wake me up, and I'm a really deep sleeper. Like throw a brick at me or smash my window and I won't wake up. I just watched movies all day, which was ever so fun. And I talked to Bianca the physcopath again. Then I was talking to her on msn, which was weird. She is really different. What I honestly don't understand is why people like her, who lie and hurt people, get to stunning and popular. Especially when girls like me, who aren't perfect but try their best, get average looks and a normal amount of friends. I suppose I realised today that Bianca was willing to change. She actually changed who she was to be popular. And honestly, I don't know if I'm willing to do that. I can't imagine changing for anyone but me, and I don't really intend to. Maybe I'll go through life being pretty, but not stunning, smart, but not a genius, funny, but not a comedian. But at least I'll be me, and that's all I want to be. I don't want to be anyone else, and I don't want to pretend. Well, that's my revelation of the day. Night everyone.